3days

3days in a row i cry my tears out.
Today amy came to me when she arrive at lekka lekka,
jet and wan (amy's frind) is there too,
amy was telling me that mum cried all day, wondering about me, when i care no less about her.
Truth is, i felt bad actually,fighting with my mum.
And thats not the worst part, Amy told me, that mum is losing her memory
(and i am losing my mind if this goes on)
but i already told ayun,that i will come back to kajang and behave,
come home before 10 , maximum is 11, (usualy i'll be back around 1+)
and when kak mel deliver the baby, i will help to take care until she goes back tp KPLI (the perguruan thing,) and when she finish the KPLI, so is my babysitting.
It will, bare in mind, i estimate it will be a year i'll be taking care of the baby
and its not easy,

especially when i have plan to move out, to study on my own and all
wish me all the best, even thought i will admit the same problem will arise

Come to think of it, i always write blog when im sad,angry,frustrated,sentimential.
I amlways emo, my blog should be call an "EMO BLOG" or something
Is it just me, or am i having too much problems?