Tuesday, May 20, 2008

jiwa kacau

seriously i feel so messed up. maybe i'm near to my PMS zone.
But i really cant concentrate. and tomorrow and the day after is my exam.
i already told kak jackie that if i flunk this im going to take the repeat paper in august. but then, expenses again. paying for a paper is not cheap
and im thinking to take ptptn maybe. i thought of working or do my own business. and extend another sem. maybe take 2 subject next semester. i dunno. im too messed up.times like this i feel like..argh x yah stadi lah. kerja je.
but then, working is not easy. anyway it's still another year to go and when i graduate, the pay is not that bad.

argh jiwa kacau betol. Aisyah u better concentrate on ur studies. xm esok wei.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

drama

just random thoughts. Fana talked about, the drama ayun and i had the other day when we lepaking at uptown. I mean, what a drama. seriosly, and to think bout it, we had a lot of drama lately. Midvalley, Times, Sg Wang, Pavillion, Mamak, In the Car..
mostly we had drama. Sometimes it feels like, maybe we are not meant to be together. TO think bout it, well, mstly its my fault cuz i dont listen. I'm a hard headed person. Ayun, ur a nice guy, and i love u. But im kinda sick of all the drama's.
I'm 20 and yet i do feel like 16teen sometimes. bleh



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