jiwa kacau

seriously i feel so messed up. maybe i'm near to my PMS zone.
But i really cant concentrate. and tomorrow and the day after is my exam.
i already told kak jackie that if i flunk this im going to take the repeat paper in august. but then, expenses again. paying for a paper is not cheap
and im thinking to take ptptn maybe. i thought of working or do my own business. and extend another sem. maybe take 2 subject next semester. i dunno. im too messed up.times like this i feel like..argh x yah stadi lah. kerja je.
but then, working is not easy. anyway it's still another year to go and when i graduate, the pay is not that bad.

argh jiwa kacau betol. Aisyah u better concentrate on ur studies. xm esok wei.