hitori

when i brokeup with ayun, i thought it would be easy to forget him by changing my numbers, and stop contacting everyone who knows him. so i send an sms to ieda saying im sorry and that sort, and i think she got pissed off with me. Now san is acting weird to, or i am acting weird. my friends havent msg me saying whats up and all. maybe they're busy.but the point is

i feel lonely

and im back,getting close to ayun, as if we never broke up. i do not know whether i still hvae feeling for him or not. but im clingy on him now.